some time ago i asked one of my friend what she thinks of love and she shared with me a snippet of her story...

"..there was once when i wanted to plan something for him...and did my research on what he likes to eat and tested waters on what he feels like doing...made the neccessary plans...forego GSS, work and beauty sleep, wore his favourite colour and even had a little blusher on just so that he would be pleasantly pleased...but who knows things never turn out quite it was intended - there wasnt enought time for ktv by the time we met so we ended up watching tv in his house, the idea of the famous chicken rice did not fancy him and since we are both hungry, we ended eating somewhere nearer...oh well, to say the truth, i was rather disappointed that all my carefully thought-of proposals got superseded...i could have blackfaced him, thrown tantrums at him and insisted on my plans but i did not. and because i did not (or perhaps to a minimal extent), we were able to enjoy a good 2 hour plus of laughter-filled dinner and an hour or so romantic night walk along the river...who cares about the overdosage of chinese food and disruption of plans and wasted efforts, when nothing beats spending precious moments with him and making the "me-plan" to an "us-plan"...so yups if you think happiness is derived from planning and actualising something that you think he will like and enjoy, then bliss is when you actually change your plans and wishful thinkings to listen to and do what he really likes or feels like..."

haha very chim indeed but i think i get you, girl - that you love him very much, very very much.